Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I've done it ... again

All India Rank 8 ... Eastern India Rank 1 (so it seems) .., n that too in C.A. Inter ... I had dreamt of it but I never expected it to come true ... n now that it has ... i feel like jumping over the moon ... but ohh! I just forgot its a moonless night ....

Friday, January 13, 2006

Life ... as it stands now

Getting up very very late ... hurrying to office ... try to get back home by 6.30 ... waste the rest of the time ... sleep.

No music, no movies, no books, no games ...

In very simple words, this is the kind of life I am leading right now, but in between there is lots more.

Apart from office, my primary occupation right now is playing with my nephew, Vedant (Kutkut, Gattu, Gundu Mundu, etc). At 14 months, he is the perfect age to play with. Half an hour in the morning and all the time after coming back from office, he just clings on to me. It's fun. Especially the way he howls when I come back from office and jumps into my lap even before I can open my shoes. I think he has contributed the most in helping me to get over the tragedy.

Then, Shreya successfully cleared her CA Final exam and now she is a Chartered Accountant ( I am a bit jealous of her). Anyways, yesterday was a big day for our family. I was very worried about her and now we have something to cheer about. I am really really proud of her.

Desperately waiting for my results ... just hope I do well ... at least clear it ... there is no concrete reason, but still, I have my apprehensions. Life will become much more clear then, once I get into full time articleship.

Learning many new things under mama's guidance. Last one month has been a big learning experience and I have to learn a lot more to be able to manage the finances of my family ... I personally feel that it's my resposibilty and I have to do it well.

Another tragedy 3 days ago did put me off for a couple of days, but I think I am becoming immune to pain ... Life isn't very easy now, but then it's just a matter of time ... to rise back to the crest of the roller coaster.